My Reality
Hello everyone!
I hope you’re all doing well and keeping your distance!
This whole situation has got us in a weird limbo. It seems as though Broadway will stay closed through the summertime as opposed to just through April as previously reported.
The first Broadway casualty has been announced as “Hangmen” will not be returning once Broadway opens. They were only able to play 13 previews. This affects Orlando and I personally as we no longer know when we’ll be able to return to work. At this point it doesn’t seem like there’s any point in looking for a job as everything is closed! We can apply, but I doubt anyone would hire us!
We both recently applied to a job that was guaranteed during this time, but it appears that neither one of us got it.
I’m trying not to freak out, but it’s hard. I still have to worry about rent with no income coming in. I have some money in my savings, but that’s obviously money I’d rather not touch.
Orlando and I have been trying to eat healthy and exercise. I feel as though any weight I might have lost during January’s challenge has all come back. My original goal was never to lose weight, but that negative body image is slowly creeping back...
Anyway, it’s not a good feeling.
I know my weight gain is probably due to the stress. I woke up last night and my mind kept racing thinking of all the worst case scenarios that were for sure going to happen! I’m feeling tired today from lack of sleep.
I will keep reiterating that I do not regret my career choice! I don’t, but it is a reality that during times like these I am going to struggle. It’s a reality I don’t want to shy away from in case anyone reading this blog wants to pursue a career in the arts! I don’t want to glamorize any aspect of it. Only the truth will come from me no matter if it’s good or bad.
I’m currently trying to figure out ways to make money during these difficult times, but I haven’t figured it out yet. I don’t feel suitable enough to be a tutor and otherwise I don’t know what else to do. If you have any ideas send them my way.
I’ve realized some things after our trip to London! I have new priorities and goals. Living in New York has opened my eyes and I’ve learned a grown a lot in my time here.
I love it out here. The hustle and the bustle can be intense and the people are something else! I’m having trouble making a name for myself here, though and no one seems to know how to help me with that.
I ask anyone I can about the next step to moving forward. I’m ready to get paid, y’all. The advice I receive is either outdated or not helpful.
I get it, though. What works for one person may not work for someone else. I’ve been trying to figure it out on my own for a while and I’ve taken some huge steps. It doesn’t seem to be making a dent in anything, though.
I’m not giving up though!
I want to end on a positive note!
I’ve grown so much in the past three years! I’m a stronger person and a better performer because of it.
This quarantine is just another life lesson. It won’t last forever! It’s another way to grow creatively even if I’m not sure how yet. I learned a new monologue already and I’m reading an acting book that I haven’t read! I also did a Facebook live reading of a new sci fi script. Later today I’m helping a friend workshop her script!
Oh, and last night I discovered this song and it’s a good way to pump yourself up because it’s true!
https://youtu.be/2iDRIPGlc5Q
Lluvia
I hope you’re all doing well and keeping your distance!
This whole situation has got us in a weird limbo. It seems as though Broadway will stay closed through the summertime as opposed to just through April as previously reported.
The first Broadway casualty has been announced as “Hangmen” will not be returning once Broadway opens. They were only able to play 13 previews. This affects Orlando and I personally as we no longer know when we’ll be able to return to work. At this point it doesn’t seem like there’s any point in looking for a job as everything is closed! We can apply, but I doubt anyone would hire us!
We both recently applied to a job that was guaranteed during this time, but it appears that neither one of us got it.
I’m trying not to freak out, but it’s hard. I still have to worry about rent with no income coming in. I have some money in my savings, but that’s obviously money I’d rather not touch.
Orlando and I have been trying to eat healthy and exercise. I feel as though any weight I might have lost during January’s challenge has all come back. My original goal was never to lose weight, but that negative body image is slowly creeping back...
Anyway, it’s not a good feeling.
I know my weight gain is probably due to the stress. I woke up last night and my mind kept racing thinking of all the worst case scenarios that were for sure going to happen! I’m feeling tired today from lack of sleep.
I will keep reiterating that I do not regret my career choice! I don’t, but it is a reality that during times like these I am going to struggle. It’s a reality I don’t want to shy away from in case anyone reading this blog wants to pursue a career in the arts! I don’t want to glamorize any aspect of it. Only the truth will come from me no matter if it’s good or bad.
I’m currently trying to figure out ways to make money during these difficult times, but I haven’t figured it out yet. I don’t feel suitable enough to be a tutor and otherwise I don’t know what else to do. If you have any ideas send them my way.
I’ve realized some things after our trip to London! I have new priorities and goals. Living in New York has opened my eyes and I’ve learned a grown a lot in my time here.
I love it out here. The hustle and the bustle can be intense and the people are something else! I’m having trouble making a name for myself here, though and no one seems to know how to help me with that.
I ask anyone I can about the next step to moving forward. I’m ready to get paid, y’all. The advice I receive is either outdated or not helpful.
I get it, though. What works for one person may not work for someone else. I’ve been trying to figure it out on my own for a while and I’ve taken some huge steps. It doesn’t seem to be making a dent in anything, though.
I’m not giving up though!
I want to end on a positive note!
I’ve grown so much in the past three years! I’m a stronger person and a better performer because of it.
This quarantine is just another life lesson. It won’t last forever! It’s another way to grow creatively even if I’m not sure how yet. I learned a new monologue already and I’m reading an acting book that I haven’t read! I also did a Facebook live reading of a new sci fi script. Later today I’m helping a friend workshop her script!
Oh, and last night I discovered this song and it’s a good way to pump yourself up because it’s true!
https://youtu.be/2iDRIPGlc5Q
Lluvia
Hey Lluvia, this is Liz from America's H.S. tuba days. I recently started viewing your blog but over the years it's been really inspiring seeing you chase your dreams and how far you've come. Look into remote social media evaluator jobs or search engine evaluator positions if they're available. They're only part time and not guaranteed availability but it's easy work to do from home. It helped me earn extra income for a couple years. Good companies to try are Lionbridge, Appen Hill, and Leapforce. https://appen.com/careers/
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