I'm Back and Feeling Better than Ever

 

I'm back to the red hair and I'm feeling the most confident I've felt in ages! This is partly due to the red hair, but it's also partially due to "Bargaining CHIP" which was a show I closed just over a week ago. I love how I've been feeling lately, but I do miss this show and the people I worked with so much.

 

If you follow me on Instagram, then you've seen plenty of production pictures.  You might also notice that I've been feeling myself in general on my social platforms as well as my podcast. I'm even caught off guard by this newfound confidence. I've been working on obtaining this pretty much my whole life and I gained it so quickly after this show.

 

I don't know how honest I'll be on this post. While hardly no one reads my blog and it's more for me anyway, it's still public and can be found by anyone. I don't mind being vulnerable, but that doesn't mean I want to create unnecessary drama if it's read by someone who can cause it for me! I still gotta protect my peace after all!

 

Mollee as Maxine and me as Elena in Bargaining CHIP

 

One of the ways this show helped me heal is by introducing me to Mollee. I loved Mollee's transformation every night as she is no joke one of the kindest people I've ever met, but you might not be able to guess that watching her performance alone. She really transformed into one of the coldest women in existence every night!

 

 

Mollee as Maxine, me as Elena and Daniel as Luis

 

I'm obsessed with Mollee and Daniel as actors. The talent and professionalism that the two of them exude is an absolute dream. For me to feel as comfortable with them as quickly as I did is a testament to who they are as people and as co-stars.

 

 

Behind the Scenes with Mollee and Daniel

 

I miss the two of them terribly. I'm looking forward to the day we can all work together again.

 

So, this show healed a part of me that I didn't realize needed healing as I had a wall up to protect me for the better part of two years. I also can't forget to thank Teresa our playwright and Catalina our director for rounding out such a solid experience and return to the stage for me. Maybe one day I'll explain in detail why this show meant so much to me and how exactly it healed me, but for now I leave you with these pictures and my assurance that I'm doing better than ever.

 

Lluvia